it probably seems like i cry over stupid shit but tbh i usually end up crying because i’ve stored up all of my upset feelings from multiple things rather than express them and then the littlest thing sets me off like spilling my drink may not be that big of a deal but when i’ve stored up that many negative emotions it feels like i busted a hole in the hoover dam
I am completely fed up of feeling ill. I’ve been like this for months and it has completely ruined my birthday and several other events. Every so often it will feel like I’m getting better and then BAM I feel awful again.
Also my anxiety is just making everything worse and making me feel sicker because I’m panicking about being ill.
I just wish I wasn’t scared of the doctors and have a phobia of blood tests. I really want to sort this out.